It's just so saddening.I don't know why I'm trying to post such a self-depressing blog entry, though.
Lately, I've been into something. Yeah, something. I don't know. I feel odd. So odd.
I've been upset since I ate with mom at Jollibee. Of course, I won't be upset with eating a 2-piece Chickenjoy Meal. Instead, I got pissed off when I shared that my friend is enjoying summer on a beach somewhere. Then money talk went next. As you can see, dad's money is not enough - for all my wants/needs. Yeah, big sis could have a job as an accounting something in the mall but it's not even enough for her. (Remember that minimum wage is insufficient for daily family living.) And metropolis life is not that easy, financially speaking. And as everyone knew, I am NOT good in handling money. (And why have I always been wanting of being in the business scene?) I thought I'd be saving a lot of money the time I got my cute teddy bear coin bank (which was worth 300 or so pesos). It helped a bit, for I was able to control money spending for a day. Yet my allowance is allegedly not enough for me (yeah, a thousand a week is NOT enough for me) since it would turn out that I'd be opening as always the butt of that orange bear to get a few hundred-peso bills.
I so hate being this.
I wish I could earn somehow. (Advices, anyone?)
Second topic: friends.
Yeah, I know I got a problem with friends (or maybe it's just me). I don't know why but it always seems that they just don't want to keep in touch with me or so. (Okay. Bitter.) But heck, I don't know.
Okay. I'll just cut this out. I'm suddenly out of thoughts.
In return I'll give you a week recap.
Sunday, 26Apr
I spent the day at Pasig with my mom and aunt's family. Mom and I attended the Holy Mass at Sta. Lucia East Grand Mall and we shopped for my food (just loaf bread and some packed noodles) then I finally went back at the dormitory. Too bad I went back late. Obviously I wasn't able to attend the University Commencement Exercises. But then, fine. There's still next year and the years after it. By night, Angelie and I rehearsed for our practical exam for Philippine Folk Dance the next day. Nevertheless, it's just the usual Sunday routine.
Monday, 27Apr
We did not well in our practical exam. I should have known that. Then the usual summer class routine. Nothing much important.
Tuesday, 28Apr
I was unable to attend my 7 AM PE class. It was just because I slept again after I turned off the alarm. The consequence: I got no ticket for the dance forum which we were required to attend to the next day. And as a feel-good thing for that, Yanny and I finally had an achievement: to jog around the Academic Oval, after two weeks of hardcore procrastination. But then again it wasn't a jog after all. We spent most of the 6-7 PM hour sitting and lying in the slopes of the Sunken Garden. So in the end it's nothing for fitness again. By the way, I finally passed my STFAP thing. I wish it could be processed already before the regular registration for next semester starts. I made tambay at Jervis' room and watched he and Kiboy have fun (or I was having fun observing them). Ang kulit.
Wednesday, 29Apr
No PE class for today. So that's some sort of extended humiliation for sleeping again after stopping the alarm. However, we had our first exam in Social Science 1. (Isn't it the midterms season?) It was kind of fine, kind of hard, must admit. By this time I don't even care about my grade at all. At least I'm sucking all the fun out of Ma'am Chei Billedo's class. Haha. In the evening, Jervis, Dan and I went at Trinoma. Jervis planned it to be with me, Ara, and Ryan (Sigaw staff doomed for summer classes) but it turned out that it's gonna be us two only. Good thing we found Dan also on his way to the mall to buy Kiko Machine 5. Jervis' goal was to have Blizzard at Dairy Queen (which was my cravings too, for the moment) and my goal was to buy a ballpen and black modelling clay (for our presentation at Soc Sci 1 tomorrow). It was full blown fun. Fun, fun. By night again I was at Jervis' room to study for my World Literatures exam the next day, and watched them again making fun. Haha. Jervis let me borrow his book The Tipping Point, by Malcolm Gladwell. Thanks Jervis!
Thursday, 30Apr
Larissa's birthday. I was not able to greet her in person, though. And Elmer kept making pilit that I give her a rose in the name of Elmer. (And why am I speaking conyo all this time?) Everybody know how a sloth I am, so in the end I wasn't able to fulfill his wish. By afternoon was our first examination in English 12 (World Literatures) and it was indeed as good as Inferno. Fudge. It was a hell of an essay. But then again, I didn't care afterwards. All I did was to relax and let the Inferno, Odyssey, and Shakuntala leave my mind. By night I started reading Malcolm Gladwell's book but was unable to get through the introduction because I was having fun out of the boring evening with Remmond, Zola, Geri, Daren, and Sherwin at the TV Area as they were watching Slumdog Millionaire. Elmer called me (because he was subscribed to the UnliCalls Nyt Promo) and again, my milk spilled all over me. Hilarious. Fun. Fun.
Friday, 01Apr
Theresa's birthday. I managed to greet her by midnight through text. There. It was such a lazy day on which I spent on reading The Tipping Pint. By night, Yanny and I attended Mass (for no reason, actually). Then online marathon. I've got a lot of other things to do but procrastination came over again. So there.
I'mma end here. :D
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